The Rides Of Life

Hey all.... Hope you're having a great year... It's been alright so far. =)
Back to work as usual... Just that i heard news that a promotion to sargeant will be possible soon....
Ahh.... it's all good, could use the extra money.... broke NS boy....
Even more broke now cuz saving up to go up to London to visit Renee....
But it's all good!!! Miss her sooo much....

Sigh, 02' was a confusing year.... Hope i can put it all behind and learn from mistakes and grow stronger....
God be my guide.... cuz i tend to fall to easily....
Sometimes, I gotta go through the shits to realise and appreciate the finer things in life....
But Ive learn alot from this... learn how to deal with these situations....
Maybe I was too dependant.... too dependant on the things in life which i hold on to dearly....
And didnt' see the big picture.... on what the BIG GUY up there has install for me....
I tend to depend on myself, thinking that i'll be fine on my own....
But hey, i got smacked in the face, again and again.... everytime i thought that way....
Cuz the actual fact is, I need Him... I need God in my life....
We all do one way or another....

Run as i might, I got nowhere to hide.... life's a game sometimes....
But the amazing thing is, He's always there.... by my side.... and yours too....
He's always there to make it right.... telling me it'll be ok.....
I might think that nobody understands what I'm going through....
But He knows.... God knows.... He knows everything....
He's love is unconditional....

"My comfort. my shelter.... Tower of refuge and strength...."

Right now I know that everything will be ok... I just gotta believe and put my trust in Him....

Hey, if you have something to say.... or you feel like talking to someone...
feel free to talk to me.... i really wanna know what's on your mind....
I might not be a good advisor, but i'll always lend a listening ear....
I really wanna put any grudges and bad feelings away....
It's a new year..... let's go through it with a new cheer....


- Forgiveness is my humble plea -

posted by de @ 5:09 PM